[Posted: 03/26/06 @ 05:58 P] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | downloading to many songs ] just here to say good bye /; ;* 4 ♥ love me

eh [Posted: 03/17/06 @ 10:01 P] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | watching; guess who ] Haven't written in her for months feels like I'm new to this again. Well in my couple of days I been trying to change everything about me. New screen name, LJ user, soon to change my myspace, style, my room, new color of my room, new room furniture and soon.. to a new school. So happy about that. Mostly the way I act and how I carry myself so on so. Today I'm going to hang out with Sam I'm so going to have so much fun, Hopefully! He seem like a cool guy but nothing more as friends. I feel so crappy. Hopefully I get the job, It's so freaky that me and Maria haven't talk and all of the sudden she tells me she got a job at the place where I send my application at. And what's completely awkward is that me and her haven't talk for about 2 weeks. I thinking it was crazy. To much in common and we tend to think alike. I love her so much. Lol. I sound gay, which I'm not! School is great, I been meeting a lot of ghetto people since I'm always skipping /: Anywho, I met Carlos his one of the guys i use to like in my freshman year. His a true burn out. <3 Talking about burn out, guess who's back on smoking? Lol, shush. Ohmygoodness tomorrow I'm going to the dentists x; Looking forward to that! After that maybe go shopping or go buy DVD's. And in the night I don't know what to do, maybe chill with Sam/Ice I'll post a picture after I'm done. Kiki is at GA ); I'm going to miss that whore! She's in competing with other air heads, what am I talking about I was a cheerleader. pfft! Well I need to get ready cause I might do my hair and get pretty, You know the drill. I'll tell everything how it when in my other LJ users. So toodles (: Ice: And a little preview of his car which I'm going to be in (: so this is it my last entire in this journal /: xoxo love me

Que pena. Lmao. [Posted: 01/21/06 @ 12:17 A] [ mood | rushed ] [ music | christina aguilera; the voice within ] Oh my goodness. Lol! All right. Today at school was kinda boring. Not much thought. Most likely wasn't my day. I was running a little late. In the morning I was watching ' Save by the bell.' Then I was doing my Geometry homework and at the same time I was eatting McDonald breakfast, yummie. Went to school at 7:50. It was 2ed period. Went to class read the sowing book. And we need to answer questions, but I feel asleep during the reading /: So I didn't do the whole question thingy. So I woke up 30 min before the bell rang. And I asked to go use the bathroom since we had a sub and there wasn't really much to do since I had left my iPod home /: So I was waling around the hallways and I didn't saw anyone I know so I went to class after 8 min. Then I set back in my chair doing nothing, Just wondering around. Oh by the way the girl next to my right doesn't have hair at all. Then the bell rang to go to 4th. That period made me laugh like crazy. I'm laughing just thinking about it. Guys these days :: smh:: Afterwards was lunch. Oh my god, Don't chill with little Joshua when he has food. Bro that kid is so clumsy on dropping everying. I think his jinx literately. Lol! On top of that he wanted to skip., so I'm like okay I'll skip with you. His like no, what happends if we get caught I'm like we aren't trust me. We'll skip in gym. And his like no forget it I think I'ma go to class. Damn that kid is such a pussy x; Sorry Joshua! Then I went to six period. And All I did was borther Dayana and Lazaro(bemba). Then I did my 8th period homework, which I finish in time. Whatever that class was boring enuff said. 8th period came around and I had fun with Melissa talking to her. Which we reviewed out quiz that we took. By the way that I got a D on it and Melissa got a F and she being the smartest girl in that class. Then we started talking to Mr. B, Lol, He started giving us advice on guys are. Then that class end. So I went home. I found out that Kiki left to kathy house. After from there we picked her up and droped Katy and Kiki to Shenandoah Park. Where I saw Karina and Gio there. I started to cry because I was gonna miss them. And I should have never quit. Hope they win on coemption. then I got home. My step dad came. Jen went out with her boyfriend. And my mom went out to dinner with my step dad. So I stayed home alone with my doggy. Not really. Actually I had company from Jae (: I'm not gonna say whats on my mind cause his gonna read it.Hahaha just know is something good. Well I'm go now. GoodNight. 3 ♥ love me

x; [Posted: 01/16/06 @ 08:28 P] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | watching random thing on tv ] This weekend I had so much fun! I slep over my step brothers house. It was off the chain! I was with Danny, Romeo(my brother), Omar and a whole bunch of other people I didn't know. Yo things got a little out of hand that we all end up being in the pool, hahaha. Too funny! I'm so happy maybe next month I might move out with him! You know what is that, I have to change school and take my cloth to his apartment, I can't wait. Because he found out about me and Joel so he got mad saying that he can't take that shit anymore, and whatever whatever whatever. So at the end he wants me to move in with him. Haha. I can't wait! Plus this weekend I'm going out with Sergio to ride his 4 wheeler! Can't wait for that! Its gonna be Serigo, his homeboy, his homeboy's girl and me ! Woot woot! Tomorrow I might skip first period, Because I'm cool like that! Well I have to go, Because I want to spend some time with my sister, cuz she just came from the Martin Luther king Jr. Parade. So I'm out. Toodles Bytheway I'm counting (: A picture of my brother while I was at his house ad for the first time I'm gonna say he looks cute here. (: That's it GoodBye. 3 ♥ love me

Umm. [Posted: 01/15/06 @ 06:19 P] [ mood | okay i guess ] [ music | tv; what i like about you. ] so much to talk about love me

Shh. [Posted: 01/11/06 @ 07:46 P] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | fall out boys; dance dance ] Hmm, I'm starting off really bad. Lately I been skiping school all of the sudden. Thats something I never really cared about. But know I do it like its a Big deal. I'm like whatthefuck?! Since when? Anywho, I skiped today /: But I had fun thought I went to my homegirls house afterwards went to West Miami Middle School. Hahaha! Don't ask why. Funny how we was fucking aroound with the people there, saying we was new to school. And we didn't know our way around! Ha! I had so much fun! After that it was 12:42 and Gabby and I went to eat at Mcdonalds .. Bro shes is such a fatass! So I went back in school on time before the bell rang. So I got into the car and everything went bomb diggity. When I got home ate, got online went to sleep. Woke up ate got online and now I'm on this livejournal. I have a plan. But I'm not gonna say it outloud /: It's gonna be so evil. Bwahahaha! Thinking about it makes me crack up! Lately I haven't been doing anything since I quit cheerleading. I'm gonna hang out with ' better dayz ' I forgot his name /: We're gonna go to The Falls and afterwards chill there and rank on people, Because since he can't come up with another solution on what to do after the movies, So we just gonna chill there and rank on people or just maybe talk. How boring is that. But shhh, Don't tell him, I said that! Lennox, Lennox, Lennox. What can I say about you. Your there when I need you. Your so attractive to me. Your such a sweetheart (: But you just want me for umm yeah! So thats why I can't be close to you! Lol. But I still love you though! I want to hook Maria up with someone. But I just don't know who. Damn you nick, I thought you were different. It turns out to be that your still the same like all of them. Well some of them except Branda's Boyfriend (: Well I'm downloading songs for tomorrow. And after I'm done. I'm gonna call Maria. Toodles 6 ♥ love me

Blah. [Posted: 01/10/06 @ 08:40 P] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Big Boy; Crip tonight ] Gosh, Can't believe I didn't do anything this weekend /: Well, School, will always be school. Lame, Boring, Tiring, etc. Today I almost started to drive in class. And no, I didn't get parthered up with big head. Yess! My group is lame cause I have people I don't know and I have this fagget kid that says his straight. I finally talk to Maria! (: And I'm expecting a phone call from her. Blah I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I might skip, I'm not sure. Ugh Joe called me and I don't know if I should call Joe back. For what he did. I don't know what to do. I mean, I feel like ' BLAH ' really blah, like dull blah lol! Maria you little dork it's going to be 10 and you haven't call me! Lol. Ohmygoodness I saw the kid from the algebra book, Today and omg there was a chonga, really and he keep starring at her like none stop! Lol. Typical type of guy. Moving on. I didn't do much today. I really want to talk to Joe. /: Men, I don't know what to do. All I do is think about his fuck ass. Lol. I talked to Hollman today and he might hook me up with a J O B! Lol. Hopefully he does cause I'm tired of staying home wondering what do to other then sleep, eat, doing homework, etc. So Hopefully I get it. And If I do its not to far from my house and its right there in cocowalk. Today I saw Ez and he came up to me too close up to me and he was being friendly about how was I doing and shit. LOL! If he only new I use to like him in the beingging of my freshmen year. But is not like I'll get hooked up with him cause of the fact that he thinks about ' doing it ' to much. I was chilling with pollo in class. his madd straight he was talking about all the relationship we both had before. And he invited his little friend in. Lol. And he was talking about how guys think about everything about it. And Arnold was talking to me about how many different type of guy there. How much I have to be awarded of them. Welll I'm glad I have friend that are like that with me. HONSET something that most guys to keep to them self. Well, I'm off. I'm waiting on a phone call. GoodNight! 5 ♥ love me

Hey is for horses. [Posted: 01/07/06 @ 01:34 A] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | weezer; perfect situation ] Today day really sucks. School was all right. Even thought I saw the kid with the algebra book. :: dies :: Once I thought I was recovering from a heartbroken, I was wrong! Today was everything about him. Can you believe that bullshit?! Everything since I woke up in the morning to go to school. Okay ask me now, Did I cry? Hell fuck NO, I didn't. I'm so glad. LOL I forgot what to write. I was talking to Maria today, Asking about if she ever apporched a guy before and she was talking about how she did. And giving me advice how to cause I'm really shy to talk to this kid. Even thought it would have been a lot better if he knew more people but he doesn't. Grr, I know! Anywho, I miss Jorge! I want him in Miami, LIke ASAP! I miss that homeboy feeling. I mean, I do have them, But there all ao males. Which I'm not saying thats a bad thing, Is that I want someone closer to me then just males online. And also I'm not saying that I dont have males friends at school is that I dont feel confident to tell them whats wrong with me. Therefore, Talking about aol. I thank Manny and MR. Scum for being there for me. (: Manny you owe me a night out! Nerd calling me a closet freak! x: So yeah, I keep thinking of that kid with the algebra book! Well I went to sleep thinking of Joe. Yes, You fucking asswhole I'm still recovering. Joe gave me a pimple, Which it was irritating me during class hours. And is my first pimple in my cheek so if you see me around the hall way with that, LOL. Just move on. (: I dont have any plans for this weekend /: So I'm gonna get busy with my studys and download more music to place them in my lozer iPod I have. Which I love dearly. I need me a job. But thats later on when I know I can pull it off by my own. And no Alex I'm not talking about me being a stripper, OKAY! Well I'm awake madd late because I took a long nap after school. I mean really long so I'm like really hungry I'm going to go buy me some taco bell. GoodBye. 2 ♥ love me

[Posted: 01/05/06 @ 08:35 P] Hii.(: Damn where to start from! I have a new bestfriend that I'm proud of (: I don't have a new year revolution, I mean I had one but since the January second. It was broken /: Lol. I skiped school today. And went to my homeboys house. Which I was eatting his food the whole day. And took a long fucking nap at his house andd I had so much fun dirtying his room. Hahaha. Bytheway, He lives on his own. Nothing really went down if you thinking dirty. His just a friend to me and its gonna stay that way, cause I say so (: Jorge thinks Jan is cute /: That asswhole! I missed the cute guy from school today, LOL! ' The one with the algebra book '. I missed on a lot well I wasted time on what my counselor says /: I need to start all over again. Like Really! Funny, How I want to do bad in school all of the sudden and run away foreverr. But I just cant do that anymore. The fact that Jorge told me isn't worth it. And I do believe him. Which I fucking miss him, Like crazy! And its going to be hard for me to pick myself up from what happened to me. And Ohmygoodness I quit cheerleading. Lol! Another dumb mistake! But oh well, What's don't is done. I'ma miss Cheerleading! (: I'ma do what Branda is doing ' leave for a while on myspace '. Cause I'm getting bored of it. BAM JUST LIKE THAT! (: So, Yeah I have drivers ed and and you know who I have in that class (if you didn't know I have Big Head) And omg, I'm scared that his going to be my parther for the car thing. Not to mention that class is hard, Cause he wants us to remember everything that we write in oder to pass with that little paper saying you're allow to drive. So yeah, my bestfriend got on, so this is it. Toodles 2 ♥ love me

Oh yes. [Posted: 01/05/06 @ 01:28 A] I'm back (: 4 ♥ love me

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